I self medicate by drinking

February 19, 2008

I’m having a hard day, I am down, I can’t concentrate, I can’t deal with all my problems or everything I need to do, a couple of mugs later I am positive, and relaxed.  I get what I need done and don’t melt down from stress.  It is a way to cope, sure it might be addictive and there is a real chance I could become dependent on it, but if it lets me get through one more day I think it is worth the risk.

Besides even if I do get addicted, having a cup of coffee every day isn’t going to kill me.

Armed to the Teeth!

December 21, 2007

So my mom is officially packing heat. I’m not really sure why, she doesn’t like guns, they make her nervous, but never-the-less she now has one. You can tell she is nervous because she has it locked up in her room with the bullets in my room. This is good from a safety point of view, but less good from a home invasion point of view. Potential burglars beware, if you break into the fortress that is this house all she has to do is open the case, undo the lock on the gun, run to my room, get the bullets out of the box, load the bullets into the clip, put the clip in the gun, stop shaking and hyperventilating, and then start blasting. This should only take five to ten minutes. Personally I find this reassuring as it puts my chances of accidentally being shot upon returning home late at night comfortably close to zero.


Waste of Time?

October 9, 2007

Perhaps, but most things people do are probably a waste of time. I have spent a significant amount of time on this, unfortunately I lack graphic design skills so it isn’t all it could be, but I still think it is cool.


My Shiney New Blog

June 24, 2007

I have finally quit messing around and got a modern web page/blog. I was waiting to get my own server and host one of these myself, but I finally came to my senses and decided to have it hosted here (for free) and redirect my url (samuelbarnes.net) here. I don’t know why I didn’t think of this earlier. I hope this puts an end to my constant redesigning and moving my web page. I think I finally have something I am happy with, all of my normal content here, and all of my pictures on Picasa. I will be adding in all of my old content over the next week or so. I fervently hope this is the last time I will have to move all my stuff around.

Online Gambling

April 10, 2007

As of yesterday I am officially an investor, I have put half of my savings in the stock market. When I started this project I planned on buying some stock and then leaving it for a few years. As I pulled up my chair to my computer this morning and watched the stock ticker as I ate breakfast I realized that I wouldn’t be able to leave it alone that long. I also realized how addicting it could be. Watching the flickering colorful display it suddenly reminded me of something.


There is a striking resemblance. The flashing colors, the allure of easy money, you can see how people lose their fortunes doing both.

The last 10%

March 24, 2007

You can spend and extraordinary amount of time and money chasing the last 10% of improvement in anything. Recently I have been playing with my new camera. It is very nice and takes great pictures, but they could all be a little better if tweaked in Photoshop. At some point however, you have to ask yourself how long you want to sit in front of your computer lightening, darkening, removing red-eye, cropping, and removing flaws. Yes, they look better but do you really want to spend three hours to get that last 10% of improvement?

Over spring break I had the opportunity to take some engagement pictures of Jeremy and Jessica. Usually this kind of thing is better left to professionals, or at least someone that has had their camera for more then one month. Not wanting to disappoint I settled on a strategy getting a good shot by sheer weight of numbers. Some 400 pictures later I had more or less accomplished this. I didn’t get anything spectacular but there were at least a few good ones.

Jeremy and Jessica

Windy City

January 18, 2007

Eric Brown and I went to Chicago this last weekend. It was a rip roaring good time. We did everything. First and foremost we appreciated the local art.


Affectionately known as the bean. Apparently it was either made by a very pretentious artist or acquired by a money grubbing city with no scruples, or both. It is actually pretty cool, fun to look at, and very fun to photograph. At some point though you have to admit that all it really is, is a huge funny mirror.


In addition to art, there were some wild adventures meeting the local wild life.



One thing we didn’t expect was to see somebody we knew at the museum. We were wondering through the photography section and lo-and-behold there is a picture of Kenny!

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